Monday, October 02, 2006


I want to be free but at the same time I hate that I even want that.

I love her tremendously and I hate that I love her so much and I hate that I hate loving her.

I want to reconcile but I know she wont allow it.

I just end the day feeling hollow and lonely if I hadnt started feeling that way much earlier in the day. Just tell me when these hopeless days are over...