Friday, October 27, 2006

Last Resort

This is my last resort

Cut my life into pieces
I've reached my last resort
Suffocation, no breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding
Do you even care if I die bleeding
Would it be wrong
Would it be right
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation outta sight
And I'm contemplating suicide

~~Papa Roach

I cant even do that. My heart has been torn out a million different ways. Lord knows I want this pain to end. It just wont end. And there isnt a damned thing I can do to end it. I start to think I am getting better, or that I just dont really care anymore and then my heart gets ripped out again.